Today Was A “Not So Good” Day

September 13, 2006 · Filed Under About My Brother 

Today was by far the toughest of the last few months.

In fact as of this moment I am sitting here with a few wet spots on my cheeks. I guess one never gets used to the hurtful things Bipolars say. You are *&(%^# stupid says my brother to me a few minutes ago from the dream location of his airstrip which is nestled next to the golf course overlooking the great mountains of Colorado. (A Dream Spot)

If the above is confusing to you I am sorry, but I had to write something to clear my head.. Maybe when my heart quits feeling like a damn broken fiddle to a dogs ear…maybe then I will make some sense. Until then…

I gather you figured out that my brother is at his best today. (sarcastic I am) To be honest. I am scared but I will NEVER GIVE IN.

Love as always, Concerned as usual
Jerry

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3 Responses to “Today Was A “Not So Good” Day”

  1. Jerry Wipf on January 19th, 2007 4:22 am

    Today is great

    What a difference a few weeks make..

    My brother is doing AWESOME and tings are going very good now

    The meds are working.

    Hang in there with your loved one.

    Bipolars are an inspiration.

    I know that this is quite a difference versus the last post but that is how she goes I guess.

    Things always get better.

    NEVER GIVE IN
    Jerry

  2. Karin Hiebert on September 27th, 2007 6:09 pm

    Hi, I am Karin Hiebert.
    I have had pretty much every diagnosis under the sun, bi-polar being one of them. I am on meds, and I have also had outrageous episodes of depression and mania, a rapid cycler…I have had some good therapy, and I have learned a bit about mindset, and thought process…I know now how to catch an episode before it actually turns into a full blown episode, and knowing my own body clues, and thought awareness has made all of the difference in the world to me.
    It is all so very difficult to live with, and equally as difficult for those around me, if not more so…I have created a website at http://www.karinhiebert.com…to help others who have other disorders like I do, in the hopes that I can help change peoples lives.
    There are links highlighted in red, one specifically with the word “diagnosis” which takes the viewer to another wellness site I have created. I have only begun recently constructing this site, and my goal is to share and help others in as many ways as I can.
    I will be doing a youtube on bipolar, dissociative disorder, and P.T.S.D. i HAVE A COUPLE OF VIDEOS UP, all recent as you can see by the dates…I am only just beginning on my jouney, understandin purpose and sharing my own experiences with living with this and other disorders.
    It was a pleasure visiting this page, and what you are doing is highly admirable!
    keep up the great work, so many of us benefit!

    Karin Hiebert

  3. sonia on March 5th, 2008 7:58 am

    i just want to say am happy am not alone and i can relate to other ppl this blog that you guys have created was the best thing any one can think of. thanks and hopefully you guys get what u wanted out of this cuz its a great idea, :)

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